MY Ashlie
Monday( novemeber 28th) mornign between 8:30 and 9:00, my friend, Ashlie Stell was pronounced dead. i havent admitted it yet ,its CRAZY! it seems like just yesterday i ran into in wal*mart at midnight and we hung out for a hot minute then! it seems liek just yesterda yi left panera and she stopped sweeping to come outside and hug me, tell me everything was ok, and to call her, but i never did, i just figured she would be around FOREVER, shes teh last person that i would have thought was gonna die. what i hate the most is teh fact that i took her for granted, ive taken alot for granted lately! liek Brandon's friendship, its like i just figured i can do whatever and everyone will still tlak to me, but im beggining to realize that you cant take ANYTHING for granted anymore. Ashlie wanted me to call her but i never did, now all iahev is a receipt with her number on it and a pic of her. it really hurts me that she died, the way it happened, just everything about it, but what amazes me the most is how much ive gained from this! you never know what could happen to you, i could go to bed tonight and not wake up in teh mornign, you could have a heart attack reading this right now! i ahte the fact that she is dead, i wish icould have had more time with her. but when its your time, its your time, if i could see her now iwould tell her it was ok. and i would tell her i would see her when i die, then i would ask her if their were any ugly people where she was, because she wouldnt expect me to stay serious. so ill miss her. she was so love able, and i promise for now on i will never take anyone else for granted and i will never let anyone take me for granted. i iwll leave this picture everywhere, for a constant and painful reminder that you never know what could happen!