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BLABBERINGS - When we choose the right from wrong, what if we are doing away with that one thing that is most precious to you? What if you are giving up a dream at the brink of its realization? Well, the questions are far to many… the hope is just one that the sounds of it being ‘right’ deafens the cry of the heart….
As for Today - M very matter-of-factly mentioned how H has been a so supportive of me even when R came home and said and did what he did… it felt so weird hearing it from her. She has never once asked me how I dealt with H, its obvious the ‘understanding’ doesn’t come automatically it too has to be worked upon right? I thought, she would know better than taking that for granted… anyways, it went further on how I am the lucky one and blah…
Truly, there are times when I have I had felt like telling M, what the F is going on? Why are you ruining things between H n I by trying to be in everyone’s good books? We here love to be in people’s good books, even if they have hurt us, or hold the knife to our throat or as in the case of R, come home and feed lies, trying one last hand at turning tables…
Yennyways, I just told her that she needn’t be so surprised…. But there was so much more I felt like saying… just that everything seemed rather uncalled for…what’s the point of harping about it today, when all is well and yea, I am happy….. well almost happy :)
Will be happier a few days from now... Gosh I'll turn 25... *jitters* I dont feel THAT old!
PS: Tooth hurts, showed H he said nothing to worry... not extractions required... this is the first time I have shown someone my teeth... kinda find it rather weird to sit there mouth-wide-open chee :-(
As for Today - M very matter-of-factly mentioned how H has been a so supportive of me even when R came home and said and did what he did… it felt so weird hearing it from her. She has never once asked me how I dealt with H, its obvious the ‘understanding’ doesn’t come automatically it too has to be worked upon right? I thought, she would know better than taking that for granted… anyways, it went further on how I am the lucky one and blah…
Truly, there are times when I have I had felt like telling M, what the F is going on? Why are you ruining things between H n I by trying to be in everyone’s good books? We here love to be in people’s good books, even if they have hurt us, or hold the knife to our throat or as in the case of R, come home and feed lies, trying one last hand at turning tables…
Yennyways, I just told her that she needn’t be so surprised…. But there was so much more I felt like saying… just that everything seemed rather uncalled for…what’s the point of harping about it today, when all is well and yea, I am happy….. well almost happy :)
Will be happier a few days from now... Gosh I'll turn 25... *jitters* I dont feel THAT old!
PS: Tooth hurts, showed H he said nothing to worry... not extractions required... this is the first time I have shown someone my teeth... kinda find it rather weird to sit there mouth-wide-open chee :-(