What if it really is so...
Mushty called, asking me how was the day, and I as always began narrating the whole day episodically, the details about what time, what happened and how I felt about the whole thing... somewhere in the midst of the conversation Mushty said he's got to go... Well fair enough people get busy all of a sudden but then, I found it a lil weird... it's just not him to cut me short unless of course it is something I said that he deplores...
Either ways i complied and that was 'supposedly' the end of it but he called back telling me i am not being myself with H... which is something I fear :-(
I want H to know me just the way I am the ugliest and the prettiest side of him should be known to him like the back of his hand... and if someone tells me that I am not being myself with him of all the people it scares me.... it tells me that the foundation of our relationship is not strong enough for me to be myself :-(
*wondering where is it that I am being plastic*
Either ways i complied and that was 'supposedly' the end of it but he called back telling me i am not being myself with H... which is something I fear :-(
I want H to know me just the way I am the ugliest and the prettiest side of him should be known to him like the back of his hand... and if someone tells me that I am not being myself with him of all the people it scares me.... it tells me that the foundation of our relationship is not strong enough for me to be myself :-(
*wondering where is it that I am being plastic*