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Well today was not nice and truly there is nothing in there that I would like to remember… except to not go on chauthas and stuff EVER. It is not the right way to commemorate the deceased. In fact, it’s plain WRONG!!!. I sat there today listening and all I wanted to do was get up and tell that bearded man to shut the F up!!! All he was doing was causing pain to my friend and her family. The family is still coming to terms with their loss… just let them be!
Moreover I could not stop the streams myself :( when will I EVER learn to be strong for another person?
~Had an interview today, with someone who I didn’t really understand… there was so much he was trying to be from behind his wall… I felt a void! It was after that bland interview that I went for work… man, was I tired!!! Today for one I had all the reasons to be tired. I slept at 3 after all the partying (o btw I am striking off partying on a Sunday for good and NO ONE can change that… NO ONE!) and woke up at 7… for someone who thinks 8hrs of sleep isn’t sufficient it was the cruelest thing my sister could have done - have a house party on a Sunday leaving a dazed me to tackle on the tormenting week.
But it was nice to meet all her friends, just that I got a feeling that they were trying to pair me with this one guy there… I hate it - he was all blushing, while I was trying hard to ignore… I mean it’s like what… school again?!!! Pushing me on to a sweaty guy while we danced… good thing he wasn’t stinking even as Bombay boils (it doesn’t scorch remember how it’s ‘humid’?)
Amongst other things I paid my bills… even before my salary got credited that means no money in my a/c now… boy, I HAVE to stop shopping…. Wondering if there are other inexpensive ways to pamper one’s self?
Moreover I could not stop the streams myself :( when will I EVER learn to be strong for another person?
~Had an interview today, with someone who I didn’t really understand… there was so much he was trying to be from behind his wall… I felt a void! It was after that bland interview that I went for work… man, was I tired!!! Today for one I had all the reasons to be tired. I slept at 3 after all the partying (o btw I am striking off partying on a Sunday for good and NO ONE can change that… NO ONE!) and woke up at 7… for someone who thinks 8hrs of sleep isn’t sufficient it was the cruelest thing my sister could have done - have a house party on a Sunday leaving a dazed me to tackle on the tormenting week.
But it was nice to meet all her friends, just that I got a feeling that they were trying to pair me with this one guy there… I hate it - he was all blushing, while I was trying hard to ignore… I mean it’s like what… school again?!!! Pushing me on to a sweaty guy while we danced… good thing he wasn’t stinking even as Bombay boils (it doesn’t scorch remember how it’s ‘humid’?)
Amongst other things I paid my bills… even before my salary got credited that means no money in my a/c now… boy, I HAVE to stop shopping…. Wondering if there are other inexpensive ways to pamper one’s self?