If I could just still the beating...

[koskosneko]

Ever feel so nervous about nothing that you can feel your heart beating? That's how I feel right now. Have for the past half an hour or so. I don't know, but every move that Misha makes right now just makes me worry... for her... for me... And she's not even really doing anything. I'm too terrified to talk to her or approach her, even though that's really all I want to do right now...

I hate this helpless feeling, so much. So I sit here, stupidly, on my computer, doing absolutely nothing. Wishing I could do something, but being too afraid.