A ROUGH DRAFT
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: First love cannot be forgotten. (lame. but I'll change it later on.)
When the warm and scented wind passes by my cheeks
I think of your face that I used to love
Oh, when the wild, unknown flowers bloom hidden on the streets
I think of you, whom I hide away in my memories
First love is the sweetest. First love lasts. First love leaves the deepest scars.
Jaejoong met him when he was in highschool. He was tall, a little bit tanned. He's well-built, judging from the broad shoulders and lean arms. His handsome face just make him look perfect.
He doesn't believe in love at first sight but the guy took his breath away without doing anything, just flawlessly walking down the hall, oozing an aura of confidence, his stare intimidating. All the while, Jaejoong's gaze never once left him.
Jaejoong is not ugly, nor a freak hiding behind specs. He was beautiful, his face a rare kind. A true beauty that outshines the rest. He was not impressed easily by his suitors so Jung Yunho- he saw the nametag- is really a big deal.
That day, for the very first time, he hoped his pretty face will help him in his quest to make Yunho fall in love with him.
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Yunho loves beautiful things, and Kim Jaejoong is one of those.
He saw how the beauty ogled at him . He smirked. 'So I'm not the only one enthralled, good to know.'
If there's one thing about Jung Yunho, is that if he had set his eyes on someone, he would get him, no matter how hard it would be.
Its a first time for Yunho to actually woo a guy, so he was very challenged. He was a girl's man, so picking girls was like changing clothes everyday. He's a total rake. But he's confident he would get Jaejoong.
The beauty was attracted to him, that's for sure. He will just flirt some more and then he would get to witness how Jaejoong is in bed.
'I'll get you Kim Jaejoong.' Yunho smirked.
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For three months, Yunho has his day full of Jaejoong. He remained single, his eyes only for the raven-haired boy, pursuing him in ways he didn't even do for his past partners.
Like, walking him home and actually carrying all his stuffs. It was great though, Jaejoong is talkative and they had a wonderful conversation that involves their personal interests and likes. He didn't talked with his exes about his hobbies so Jaejoong asking him about that is really...new and a great start because he find that he they have a lot in common.
That night, when they have parted ways, he searched all of tohoshinki's songs because Jae said, "I love those boys! I love all their songs!" and he started yapping about how gorgeous and perfectly handsome the five boys are.
Psh. I'm much much much more handsome than all those five combined. That's what he thought when he went to sleep accompanied by a pair of pouty lips and beauty mark at the cheeks.
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"Jaejoong-ah, will you be my boyfriend?"
"Yes. Yes, Yunhoyah I'd love to." And Jaejoong was swept away by Yunho, the latter carrying him and spinning him around in circles because yes! Jaejoong is his after a very long time and how did he get so lucky, a bastard like him, he could only wonder.
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He and Yunho have been fighting. Always, almost everyday. He's worried, heck its his first relationship so he doesn't know if he's being extremley territorial over Yunho.
He has his reasons though. Before, he knew Yunho of his playboy status, that's why he didn't answer Yunho right away. He wanted the other man to prove him something, something that will assure him that he will be the only one precious in Yunho's eyes.
Yunho is the perfect boyfriend anyone could have. He's very sweet and charming, he has his ways of making Jaejoong fall a little bit more for him.
But these days he couldn't help but feel uncertain, how can he not when his Yunho always go out with those damn player friends of him, not even informing him in the first place and be disappointed when Yunho will stood him up on their dates.
So he always confront Yunho.If he is seeing another or if he's finding Jaejoong boring now..
The latter really hurts. And the former--- no he couldn't. He can't imagine it.
"Yunho-yah where have you been? I thought we where supposed to have dinner at 8?"
"I go out with my friends Jaejoong-ah, what now I couldn't meet them?" Yunho sighed.
"Its not that! I would have let you go and cancel our dinner if you have told me in the first place! Don't you care if I'm foolishly waiting there for someone who will not even show up? At least inform me beforehand Yunho." Jaejoong bit his lip as his visions blurred from tears threatening to spill out.
"I'm sorry Jaejoong-ah but you know how busy I am. Please understand."
...Jaejoong sighed deeply, "Okay." Yunho hugged him but instead of feeling warmth and giddiness, he felt empty and drained.
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Jaejoong found them in a rather empty and unused room.
There was his boyfriend, on top of a girl with his manhood inside the bitch.
He frozed. If any other guy would walk on this scene they would feel turned on, but Jaejoong was far from it. Very very far from it.
The two by now have noticed him, and by the way Yunho's face still contorted in pleausure whenever the girl attempted to move just to dislodge herself from Yunho, Jaejoong was disgusted.
Yunho quickly pushed the girl away and put on his pants. Jaejoong clenched his fist as Yunho got closer to him, trying to placate him with soothing words.
As if that would change anything.
"Jaejoong-ah I-"
"Shut it. We're breaking up. Honestly, we have right, months ago, Yunhoyah. I actually think that you're just waiting for my announcement." Jajoong scoffed.
"Jaejoong-ah, I-I don't love her. Its just sex. I don't-I don't have feelings for her. You're the one that I love." Yunho plead. However, the stench of sex on Yunho have painfully reminded Jaejoong of what was done moments ago. He felt mocked and seeing Yunho fucking the bitch and actually enjoying it, was a slap to his face.
Yunho will be always a lady's man, no matter how beautiful he is.
Its a good thing that his virginity is still intact and that he didn't gave in whenever they got too lost in their kisses.
"You are fucking her Yunho-yah. How could you be fucking her when you love me?!" Jaejoong screamed and sobbed his heart out.
Yunho kneeled down and get a try to hold Jaejoong's face only to be slapped away.
"Don't touch me."
TBC.
Summary: First love cannot be forgotten. (lame. but I'll change it later on.)
When the warm and scented wind passes by my cheeks
I think of your face that I used to love
Oh, when the wild, unknown flowers bloom hidden on the streets
I think of you, whom I hide away in my memories
First love is the sweetest. First love lasts. First love leaves the deepest scars.
Jaejoong met him when he was in highschool. He was tall, a little bit tanned. He's well-built, judging from the broad shoulders and lean arms. His handsome face just make him look perfect.
He doesn't believe in love at first sight but the guy took his breath away without doing anything, just flawlessly walking down the hall, oozing an aura of confidence, his stare intimidating. All the while, Jaejoong's gaze never once left him.
Jaejoong is not ugly, nor a freak hiding behind specs. He was beautiful, his face a rare kind. A true beauty that outshines the rest. He was not impressed easily by his suitors so Jung Yunho- he saw the nametag- is really a big deal.
That day, for the very first time, he hoped his pretty face will help him in his quest to make Yunho fall in love with him.
-------------------------------------
Yunho loves beautiful things, and Kim Jaejoong is one of those.
He saw how the beauty ogled at him . He smirked. 'So I'm not the only one enthralled, good to know.'
If there's one thing about Jung Yunho, is that if he had set his eyes on someone, he would get him, no matter how hard it would be.
Its a first time for Yunho to actually woo a guy, so he was very challenged. He was a girl's man, so picking girls was like changing clothes everyday. He's a total rake. But he's confident he would get Jaejoong.
The beauty was attracted to him, that's for sure. He will just flirt some more and then he would get to witness how Jaejoong is in bed.
'I'll get you Kim Jaejoong.' Yunho smirked.
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For three months, Yunho has his day full of Jaejoong. He remained single, his eyes only for the raven-haired boy, pursuing him in ways he didn't even do for his past partners.
Like, walking him home and actually carrying all his stuffs. It was great though, Jaejoong is talkative and they had a wonderful conversation that involves their personal interests and likes. He didn't talked with his exes about his hobbies so Jaejoong asking him about that is really...new and a great start because he find that he they have a lot in common.
That night, when they have parted ways, he searched all of tohoshinki's songs because Jae said, "I love those boys! I love all their songs!" and he started yapping about how gorgeous and perfectly handsome the five boys are.
Psh. I'm much much much more handsome than all those five combined. That's what he thought when he went to sleep accompanied by a pair of pouty lips and beauty mark at the cheeks.
-------------------------------
"Jaejoong-ah, will you be my boyfriend?"
"Yes. Yes, Yunhoyah I'd love to." And Jaejoong was swept away by Yunho, the latter carrying him and spinning him around in circles because yes! Jaejoong is his after a very long time and how did he get so lucky, a bastard like him, he could only wonder.
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He and Yunho have been fighting. Always, almost everyday. He's worried, heck its his first relationship so he doesn't know if he's being extremley territorial over Yunho.
He has his reasons though. Before, he knew Yunho of his playboy status, that's why he didn't answer Yunho right away. He wanted the other man to prove him something, something that will assure him that he will be the only one precious in Yunho's eyes.
Yunho is the perfect boyfriend anyone could have. He's very sweet and charming, he has his ways of making Jaejoong fall a little bit more for him.
But these days he couldn't help but feel uncertain, how can he not when his Yunho always go out with those damn player friends of him, not even informing him in the first place and be disappointed when Yunho will stood him up on their dates.
So he always confront Yunho.If he is seeing another or if he's finding Jaejoong boring now..
The latter really hurts. And the former--- no he couldn't. He can't imagine it.
"Yunho-yah where have you been? I thought we where supposed to have dinner at 8?"
"I go out with my friends Jaejoong-ah, what now I couldn't meet them?" Yunho sighed.
"Its not that! I would have let you go and cancel our dinner if you have told me in the first place! Don't you care if I'm foolishly waiting there for someone who will not even show up? At least inform me beforehand Yunho." Jaejoong bit his lip as his visions blurred from tears threatening to spill out.
"I'm sorry Jaejoong-ah but you know how busy I am. Please understand."
...Jaejoong sighed deeply, "Okay." Yunho hugged him but instead of feeling warmth and giddiness, he felt empty and drained.
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Jaejoong found them in a rather empty and unused room.
There was his boyfriend, on top of a girl with his manhood inside the bitch.
He frozed. If any other guy would walk on this scene they would feel turned on, but Jaejoong was far from it. Very very far from it.
The two by now have noticed him, and by the way Yunho's face still contorted in pleausure whenever the girl attempted to move just to dislodge herself from Yunho, Jaejoong was disgusted.
Yunho quickly pushed the girl away and put on his pants. Jaejoong clenched his fist as Yunho got closer to him, trying to placate him with soothing words.
As if that would change anything.
"Jaejoong-ah I-"
"Shut it. We're breaking up. Honestly, we have right, months ago, Yunhoyah. I actually think that you're just waiting for my announcement." Jajoong scoffed.
"Jaejoong-ah, I-I don't love her. Its just sex. I don't-I don't have feelings for her. You're the one that I love." Yunho plead. However, the stench of sex on Yunho have painfully reminded Jaejoong of what was done moments ago. He felt mocked and seeing Yunho fucking the bitch and actually enjoying it, was a slap to his face.
Yunho will be always a lady's man, no matter how beautiful he is.
Its a good thing that his virginity is still intact and that he didn't gave in whenever they got too lost in their kisses.
"You are fucking her Yunho-yah. How could you be fucking her when you love me?!" Jaejoong screamed and sobbed his heart out.
Yunho kneeled down and get a try to hold Jaejoong's face only to be slapped away.
"Don't touch me."
TBC.