soy un perdador...o yo soy?
So basically I feel Emo.
The world is a vast abyss of nothingness and yet I live within said abyss in endless Emo-y torment.
Okay so I'm not that depressed. I just feel blah today. It's like..okay so I'm 27 years old and what, exactly, have I done with my life?
Yeah. It's THAT kinda day. The kind where you just wanna drink a ton and pass out in hopes that whatever drunken dream you have consists of amazingly hot men/women, scantilly clad and there only to serve your every desire.
I just feel tired and basically worthless today. It took me 45 minutes to get three sets of vitals done today. It shouldn't take that long. Granted the kids were a matter of months old, it just doesn't seem right.
It's like...all I have to show for my summer was achieving level 70 on WoW (not that I'm slamming that in any fashion, I just feel like I should've done something more.......like study for that Anatomy class I failed [hard]). Other than that, I don't think I've had any fun! Sure I've had some family get togethers, and I did hang out with my baby cousin and took him to the zoo which was very nice......I just feel like summer should be the time when you get the rare chance to let your hair down and do whatever the phuck you want to.
So I did that. Yeah. I do heart the fact that I'm 70 and gets to play with the big kids (except Lyan and Jules who are MAJOR slaxxors) but maybe I should just try to do something else with my time.
Growing up sucks major ass.
Maybe it's because I'm single, aussi. That has something do with it. I have that stupid bug where you feel like everybody in the world is happily in love and you have some sort of disease that prevents you from sharing said happily in love feelings.
There, again, shows that I should try to spend my time doing other things. Maybe I should just drag my friends out with me to some ghey bar and be a little sassy, a little whorish...just hope that Seattle really isn't the phucked up retardo land it seems like.
Oh well. Whatever. I have no one to blame for my faults but myself.
Just feelin' a little Emo. A little worthless. A lot lonely.
*scowls*
Being a Pisces sucks. We're just emotional betches.
*scowls mucho mas duro*
The world is a vast abyss of nothingness and yet I live within said abyss in endless Emo-y torment.
Okay so I'm not that depressed. I just feel blah today. It's like..okay so I'm 27 years old and what, exactly, have I done with my life?
Yeah. It's THAT kinda day. The kind where you just wanna drink a ton and pass out in hopes that whatever drunken dream you have consists of amazingly hot men/women, scantilly clad and there only to serve your every desire.
I just feel tired and basically worthless today. It took me 45 minutes to get three sets of vitals done today. It shouldn't take that long. Granted the kids were a matter of months old, it just doesn't seem right.
It's like...all I have to show for my summer was achieving level 70 on WoW (not that I'm slamming that in any fashion, I just feel like I should've done something more.......like study for that Anatomy class I failed [hard]). Other than that, I don't think I've had any fun! Sure I've had some family get togethers, and I did hang out with my baby cousin and took him to the zoo which was very nice......I just feel like summer should be the time when you get the rare chance to let your hair down and do whatever the phuck you want to.
So I did that. Yeah. I do heart the fact that I'm 70 and gets to play with the big kids (except Lyan and Jules who are MAJOR slaxxors) but maybe I should just try to do something else with my time.
Growing up sucks major ass.
Maybe it's because I'm single, aussi. That has something do with it. I have that stupid bug where you feel like everybody in the world is happily in love and you have some sort of disease that prevents you from sharing said happily in love feelings.
There, again, shows that I should try to spend my time doing other things. Maybe I should just drag my friends out with me to some ghey bar and be a little sassy, a little whorish...just hope that Seattle really isn't the phucked up retardo land it seems like.
Oh well. Whatever. I have no one to blame for my faults but myself.
Just feelin' a little Emo. A little worthless. A lot lonely.
*scowls*
Being a Pisces sucks. We're just emotional betches.
*scowls mucho mas duro*