my first live journal entry
sigh...
i don't really know why i'm doing this gay journal thing. maybe because i'm bored. maybe because I realized my memory sucks and this is the only way i will be able to look back and "reminiss". or maybe it is because dee was supposed to play spades with me and instead is eating some weird spicy curry shit. oh yeah before i go any futher, i should tell you that i'm a terrible speller and i don't give a fuck if i spell incorrectly or do not capitalize or punctuate stuff the right way, so stop complaining if you are thinking about how illiterate i am. whatever. i feel strange. i had an interview for this awesome job today, in which i would get to work for a nys assembly commmittee-hopefully either higher education or education (not college level, duh). basically you have to learn the bills and laws really well and be there to explain them to the members. it seems like a cool job, but considering the fact that the two people i know who work for program and council have a law degree and graduate degree, i dont think i have a chance. but then again i didn't even apply for the job, they just got a hold of my resume and called me. whatever, i'm not worrying about it. in the meantime I kind of accepted a job w/ an assemblyman for the rest of session, well actually i did accept the job, but i dont really want to do it, so i might have to call him and tell him (how rude and embarassing on my part). sometimes i'm just so indecisive it's not even funny. I need to take time off to deal w/ a certain health problem i've had. its just so..... not what i want to do right now. but i've put it off long enough. no one understands it though, and i can tell my family is upset i dont have a job yet, but its just like i HAVE to take care of this you know? I want to go on and rant some more, i'm sure I will do that later. this is enough for now. moo
i don't really know why i'm doing this gay journal thing. maybe because i'm bored. maybe because I realized my memory sucks and this is the only way i will be able to look back and "reminiss". or maybe it is because dee was supposed to play spades with me and instead is eating some weird spicy curry shit. oh yeah before i go any futher, i should tell you that i'm a terrible speller and i don't give a fuck if i spell incorrectly or do not capitalize or punctuate stuff the right way, so stop complaining if you are thinking about how illiterate i am. whatever. i feel strange. i had an interview for this awesome job today, in which i would get to work for a nys assembly commmittee-hopefully either higher education or education (not college level, duh). basically you have to learn the bills and laws really well and be there to explain them to the members. it seems like a cool job, but considering the fact that the two people i know who work for program and council have a law degree and graduate degree, i dont think i have a chance. but then again i didn't even apply for the job, they just got a hold of my resume and called me. whatever, i'm not worrying about it. in the meantime I kind of accepted a job w/ an assemblyman for the rest of session, well actually i did accept the job, but i dont really want to do it, so i might have to call him and tell him (how rude and embarassing on my part). sometimes i'm just so indecisive it's not even funny. I need to take time off to deal w/ a certain health problem i've had. its just so..... not what i want to do right now. but i've put it off long enough. no one understands it though, and i can tell my family is upset i dont have a job yet, but its just like i HAVE to take care of this you know? I want to go on and rant some more, i'm sure I will do that later. this is enough for now. moo