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So I was just chillin and thinking today, and I've decided something--God, everything really DOES happen for a reason. I mean look at Andrew and I, we ended at the perfect time, honestly. If we had stayed together we would have either killed each other, or well....done something really dumb. I mean I love the kid, and I will always care for him, and after we both do some growing up, and he experiences life, we might possibly....maybe be able to date some time in the future. I dunno, but for now I am so much better off single, I mean I have my lil thing that I want to happen, but it will all work out how it is supposed to because I am way overwhelmed with school and work right now...and trying to fit in family and friends--let me tell you there is not enough time in the day...and then to try and shove a boyfriend in the mix(unless he was the right boy--and well really understanding)--yeah let's say no to that one. lol. Well, I am done with that topic of conversation.
I have decided something recently....I feel the need to move, now I'm not just talking to a new house, or move out....I mean like a different state. I know this may seem a little bit out of nowhere, but well, I have no idea what I am going to do when I get older, and I think that being in the same place for my entire life is stifling my potential. I need to expand my horizons....branch out and experience new things. And hell if I plan on being a teacher, I need to move somewhere that pays them a lot better than they do here, because we suck!!!! I dunno, I think that it would be good for me, and well I need something like that. But then there is the fact that I am terrified to do that, because well I have spent my ENTIRE life here, all my friends, family....and everything I know is here.....so I dunno how well I would handle moving somewhere else. Well, only time will tell, and I am more than sure that everything will work out how it is supposed to, and well when it is supposed to happen, it will and I won't freak out (that bad).
<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>I need ONE job, that pays me enough money, and will still allow me to work around my school schedule, because this two jobs and school thing really sucks--BAD!!!! It is kickin my ass, because there is barely time to sleep, let alone do homework and have fun--yeah right....I have to sacrifice something and well sometimes that decision is hard lol ;)
******Well, I am tired as all hell, and I still have to write a paper, so I am off to do that, night and love to ya'll. *kisses*
So I was just chillin and thinking today, and I've decided something--God, everything really DOES happen for a reason. I mean look at Andrew and I, we ended at the perfect time, honestly. If we had stayed together we would have either killed each other, or well....done something really dumb. I mean I love the kid, and I will always care for him, and after we both do some growing up, and he experiences life, we might possibly....maybe be able to date some time in the future. I dunno, but for now I am so much better off single, I mean I have my lil thing that I want to happen, but it will all work out how it is supposed to because I am way overwhelmed with school and work right now...and trying to fit in family and friends--let me tell you there is not enough time in the day...and then to try and shove a boyfriend in the mix(unless he was the right boy--and well really understanding)--yeah let's say no to that one. lol. Well, I am done with that topic of conversation.
I have decided something recently....I feel the need to move, now I'm not just talking to a new house, or move out....I mean like a different state. I know this may seem a little bit out of nowhere, but well, I have no idea what I am going to do when I get older, and I think that being in the same place for my entire life is stifling my potential. I need to expand my horizons....branch out and experience new things. And hell if I plan on being a teacher, I need to move somewhere that pays them a lot better than they do here, because we suck!!!! I dunno, I think that it would be good for me, and well I need something like that. But then there is the fact that I am terrified to do that, because well I have spent my ENTIRE life here, all my friends, family....and everything I know is here.....so I dunno how well I would handle moving somewhere else. Well, only time will tell, and I am more than sure that everything will work out how it is supposed to, and well when it is supposed to happen, it will and I won't freak out (that bad).
<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>I need ONE job, that pays me enough money, and will still allow me to work around my school schedule, because this two jobs and school thing really sucks--BAD!!!! It is kickin my ass, because there is barely time to sleep, let alone do homework and have fun--yeah right....I have to sacrifice something and well sometimes that decision is hard lol ;)
******Well, I am tired as all hell, and I still have to write a paper, so I am off to do that, night and love to ya'll. *kisses*