Overwhelmed. . .
Well, here it is a long awaited real update. Right now I just needed to take a break from packing, which to be honest has only been going on for about a half hour, but still, it's a bit overwhelming, hence this entries subject. It's just weird to know I am literally packing up my life, and it's amazing the little knick knack stuff I've collected over the almost 23 years of my life. The hardest part though is the fact that the majority of the stuff I am wrapping up and putting in boxes right now is in some way connected to Sigma. Every thing I pick up that is even remotely connected to Sigma just brings back a rush of memories and just makes me miss it even more. That's the worst part, knowing that I am really growing up and moving on into the real world. I will never go to another meeting as an active sister. I'll never get to go to another Crush Dance, mixer, grab-a-date, etc. No more endless nights changing the rooms and voting during Recruitment, no more Bid Days, no more CORs. I mean I realized that I was done last December, but I was still able to go to some things, because I didn't have that oh so elusive "real" job. Last spring, honestly, part of me still felt like I was in college, just without the class, but now I have to face the facts. . . that part of my life is done and I can't go back to it. That's a tough pill to swallow.
Okay, well, I've finally lost steam with that, so I guess it's back to packing, ugh. To any of my beautiful Sigma sisters who read this, take my advice and enjoy all the time you have left there, you will truly miss it when you have to leave. I miss you all tons.
Okay, well, I've finally lost steam with that, so I guess it's back to packing, ugh. To any of my beautiful Sigma sisters who read this, take my advice and enjoy all the time you have left there, you will truly miss it when you have to leave. I miss you all tons.