(no subject)
Remember how I said I forgot what it was like to be liked?
Well I guess I really did forget.
I got pseudo dumped today.
I don't give my true attention to many boys. So when I do, it really is a big deal to me. I think my attention (like anyone elses) is a big deal.
I keep trying to tell myself I'm precious.
and an okay person.
but lately I feel it's fleeting.
I know that I will be ok.
but that doesn't make it any better right now.
I gave him an ultimatum. Practically all or nothing.
he told me nothing.
ouch.
I love my friends.
I'm a super lucky, almost blessed girl.
xo.
-K
Well I guess I really did forget.
I got pseudo dumped today.
I don't give my true attention to many boys. So when I do, it really is a big deal to me. I think my attention (like anyone elses) is a big deal.
I keep trying to tell myself I'm precious.
and an okay person.
but lately I feel it's fleeting.
I know that I will be ok.
but that doesn't make it any better right now.
I gave him an ultimatum. Practically all or nothing.
he told me nothing.
ouch.
I love my friends.
I'm a super lucky, almost blessed girl.
xo.
-K