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Well I've come to a realization...
I need to change myself. I've been going on the right track, but I'm moving too slow. I need to toughen myself up and if I want something, go for it but I dont have to go over board. If I dont get it, thats fine, move on. And also, drinking much alcohol around certain friends makes me out to be a pretty predictable lush. I gotta tone that one down. Hanging out with the old crowd last night was really nice, but I've noticed some things that I'm doing that make me feel a little isolated and sad(and no I'm not talking about my phone or cd/mp3 player). I always do it to myself, but now i know what I'm doing so I can stop.
And thank God I've got my music, cuz I dont know what else is keeping me sane these days! =P
I hope Adam enjoyed his party and will have a great time at the Billy Idol concert on the 12th. If I was being a prat, sorry, won't happen again. I think one thing I was afraid of, was if my old friends ever ditched me for good, I'd be alone. But I know that's definately not true. I've already made new friends this year that really stick with me. Kate, very nice girl I met at work and I have become close friends and she told me she considers me a good friend and appreciates me. I dont think I've heard that in a long time. Warrick is a good buddy of mine now, and some of the chats we have....geez =P
I really like where I'm working and I think it's helped me socially now that school is out. I've also found a new burst of inspiration to finally write and finish a story I've had for a while. I"m basing it on some things from real life. Relationships and personality clashes anyway. But anyway I've gotta get going! Ciao all.
I need to change myself. I've been going on the right track, but I'm moving too slow. I need to toughen myself up and if I want something, go for it but I dont have to go over board. If I dont get it, thats fine, move on. And also, drinking much alcohol around certain friends makes me out to be a pretty predictable lush. I gotta tone that one down. Hanging out with the old crowd last night was really nice, but I've noticed some things that I'm doing that make me feel a little isolated and sad(and no I'm not talking about my phone or cd/mp3 player). I always do it to myself, but now i know what I'm doing so I can stop.
And thank God I've got my music, cuz I dont know what else is keeping me sane these days! =P
I hope Adam enjoyed his party and will have a great time at the Billy Idol concert on the 12th. If I was being a prat, sorry, won't happen again. I think one thing I was afraid of, was if my old friends ever ditched me for good, I'd be alone. But I know that's definately not true. I've already made new friends this year that really stick with me. Kate, very nice girl I met at work and I have become close friends and she told me she considers me a good friend and appreciates me. I dont think I've heard that in a long time. Warrick is a good buddy of mine now, and some of the chats we have....geez =P
I really like where I'm working and I think it's helped me socially now that school is out. I've also found a new burst of inspiration to finally write and finish a story I've had for a while. I"m basing it on some things from real life. Relationships and personality clashes anyway. But anyway I've gotta get going! Ciao all.