you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along.
i am in such a bad mood today.
i know that school is only a few weeks away, and i hate that. and i also hate that i have to work all summer and not have fun, so that i can work all winter, while also, not having any fun, at school.
maybe i should learn to like school.
im reading a book right now.
EDIT
i started this post this morning, and then i went over to matts and he made me feel better. he is funny and just a ridiculous human being and im glad i get to hang out with him.
friday we saw taladega nights. in aurora. aurora is so different from thornhill. and newmarket is even more different. and don't even get me started on richmond hill. (west and east don't exist in my mind).
then saturday i slept in with matt and we went downtown to the AGO to see the warhol exhibit. it was good.
we met with danielle and paul and went to every store ever on queen street. but not really it just felt like a lot of walking and i liked it.
i've spent so much money in the last little while on clothes, because i'm crazy and i like to buy all my fall clothes when it is still summer, just like i buy all my summer clothes when it's still winter.
i ate at EAST. this makes alana angry because i wouldn't eat there with her. but the thing is, i like chicken fingers and fries. i love them. but every now and then when the wind changes directions and it's a full moon, i will eat crispy asian noodles with broccoli all around them. but this, is a rare, RARE occasion that will one day be studied by scientists.
saturday night was spent doing nothing with matt, and sunday was spent working.
monday we went to matts cottage and i wouldn't go on the boat. everyone was like, "courtney just go on the boat it's funnnn" and i was like "but im scared i'll die hehe"
and i stuck to it. i did not go on any death mobile boats.
i did swim though.
the rest of the summer i will be working less/ less during the day so that i will be able to sit in my backyard in the sun with my cats meowing beautiful love songs to me from underneath my lawn chair, or from my porch swing. and i will drink diet coke. and lose the 10 pounds i gained while working full time. i obviously can't work for a living or i will be fat.
kelli looks like a tangier. a lot. and i wish i looked like a unicorn but actually i look like a male lion crossed with a kidney bean.
i know that school is only a few weeks away, and i hate that. and i also hate that i have to work all summer and not have fun, so that i can work all winter, while also, not having any fun, at school.
maybe i should learn to like school.
im reading a book right now.
EDIT
i started this post this morning, and then i went over to matts and he made me feel better. he is funny and just a ridiculous human being and im glad i get to hang out with him.
friday we saw taladega nights. in aurora. aurora is so different from thornhill. and newmarket is even more different. and don't even get me started on richmond hill. (west and east don't exist in my mind).
then saturday i slept in with matt and we went downtown to the AGO to see the warhol exhibit. it was good.
we met with danielle and paul and went to every store ever on queen street. but not really it just felt like a lot of walking and i liked it.
i've spent so much money in the last little while on clothes, because i'm crazy and i like to buy all my fall clothes when it is still summer, just like i buy all my summer clothes when it's still winter.
i ate at EAST. this makes alana angry because i wouldn't eat there with her. but the thing is, i like chicken fingers and fries. i love them. but every now and then when the wind changes directions and it's a full moon, i will eat crispy asian noodles with broccoli all around them. but this, is a rare, RARE occasion that will one day be studied by scientists.
saturday night was spent doing nothing with matt, and sunday was spent working.
monday we went to matts cottage and i wouldn't go on the boat. everyone was like, "courtney just go on the boat it's funnnn" and i was like "but im scared i'll die hehe"
and i stuck to it. i did not go on any death mobile boats.
i did swim though.
the rest of the summer i will be working less/ less during the day so that i will be able to sit in my backyard in the sun with my cats meowing beautiful love songs to me from underneath my lawn chair, or from my porch swing. and i will drink diet coke. and lose the 10 pounds i gained while working full time. i obviously can't work for a living or i will be fat.
kelli looks like a tangier. a lot. and i wish i looked like a unicorn but actually i look like a male lion crossed with a kidney bean.