Mar 28, 2006 01:02
motion city soundtrack makes me feel like a robot. but a funky dancing robot. i am in love with the singer and his hair. every boy at the show had the same stupid emo haircut. i like the singers hair because it is not plain, it is exciting, and if i was a boy, i would have hair like that because my hair is puffy. does that mean i would have a crush on myself in boy form? does that mean im gay? or just totally self-obsessed? OR A LITTLE OF BOTH?!
there was a lot of people at the show. and the majority were 16 year old scenesters. but im not complaining. i always complain about that but i shouldn't. i was just never cool enough to be a 16 year old scene kid. i was busy, not eating anything and doing surveys on my online journal. pretty much what i do now, but now i eat a lot. and i never do surveys, but you know. you know.
point: i am not a bitter old hag who goes to shows all bitchy and thinking shes better than anyone. i swear to god im not.
york. sociology. WHATEVER.
i am eating "soy-crisps" and they are delicious. i hope everyone watched oprah today to see the human body parts. i liked the heart the best. it made me want to never eat junk food again. i do not dig plaque in the arteries.
so i hope these soy crisps don't give me any.
they didn't play any new songs tonight. i was kind of upset. and he didn't even change the lyric in that song to masterbate. "late night movie date with girls who skate and i just MASTERBATE." it sounds so much better.
me and matt both wore stripes tonight. a lot of the time we wear the exact same outfits almost. i think i will start planning my wedding again. i stopped for a while cause i was all "im crazy?" but i've decided that since i never thought about it as a little girl [because i was too busy eating chips on my grammas couch] that i have the right to be a little girl about it now. and the only person who is allowed to make fun of me is alana. because i constantly tease her about her little girl-esque life style. apart from her whole, crazy sex life. but thats fairly new.
soy crisps kinda make me feel sick. or maybe it is the coke zero? one of them is making my stomach hurt.
i didn't take any pictures tonight. i am the only one who does anymore. alana and kelli never do. whores.
i am nervous about my trip. i am nervous about the plane and about the sun.
i am kind of a scaredy cat. tonight i looked around for all the emergency exits at the show. and i got nervous when the crowd started jumping up and down in unison because they were shaking the floor. I AM SUCH A FUCKING LOSER. WHY.
i am going to wash my face and brush my teeth and go to bed. i have a busy day tomorrow consisting of sleeping in, going to the gym, maybe going shopping, and going to matts to watch 8th and Ocean on MTV CANADA! greatest ever. i want that station and i think i will order it. laguna beach is horrible but so fucking addicting. THE GIRLS ARE SO MEAN TO EACHOTHER. it makes me want to be mean to other girls. WATCH OUT.