so yea...

[kornymofo]

kinda in a depressive state. been a while sense ive been in one. theyre rare nowadays. figured out something i should have figured out a long time ago. tis life will move on. i thought i was falling for someone... but im guessing it was just hormones. i dunno... i still think shes beautiful and think the same about her. but i figured, she doesnt want me. so ill move on. i figure that im lonely, always will be in that department so ill stop trying. ohwell. could be worse. i could be a manic depressive and regret everything i say. or i could just not care about anyone. heh, i got me drums and i got my friends(specially that dear other asian friend of mine...will, lol). so im good. well talk to u guys later. hope to see some comments...lol
-james