I know it's been a minute, but...
...life is crazy. I was looking back at the last entry i made, and what i said, and i was remembering how upset and bitter i was when i said it. well, things have changed in the meantime, i don't know if it is for the better or for the worst yet, but in due time, i will know. and you can be assured that whatever effect it has on me, i will use it to learn. i am very confused now because i don't know what i want, and that is in more ways than one. this week past has been a trying one, from being sick, to car accidents, death of a professor, to a tearfest for hours, i think i have experienced every emotion you can think of in the past 7 days.
class is over, finals began tomorrow, and wednesday will mark the last day of my last fall semester as an undergrad. and it makes me a little sad though i am ecstatic that this semester is over. it was maybe the most hellish one i've experienced next to my first. i'm glad that i'm almost done with school, but it makes me sad to think of the people and experiences i'll be leaving behind, especially because i am doing it a year earlier than anticipated. will expand on this more as the time gets closer, you know. i do know that my heart is trying to tell me something, but i am so close to it and so confused that i can't see it clearly. maybe someone can help me out.
class is over, finals began tomorrow, and wednesday will mark the last day of my last fall semester as an undergrad. and it makes me a little sad though i am ecstatic that this semester is over. it was maybe the most hellish one i've experienced next to my first. i'm glad that i'm almost done with school, but it makes me sad to think of the people and experiences i'll be leaving behind, especially because i am doing it a year earlier than anticipated. will expand on this more as the time gets closer, you know. i do know that my heart is trying to tell me something, but i am so close to it and so confused that i can't see it clearly. maybe someone can help me out.