i am so tired of crying...
...but i don't know what else to do. i feel so vurnerable right now, like i have no control over anything, and it seems the closer i get to feeling better, the more things fall apart around me. so many people that are close to me are hurting and suffering right now, and i too am having a hard time, and i almost feel guilty for having my own problems, and wanting to take a moment out to focus on them. it is all so discouraging, really, and i don't know what to do. i will just continue to pray, and i may seem a little down for a while, but that's just how it is right now.