Jul 28, 2005 13:08
WHY does this have to be so damn hard?
WHAT the hell did i do?
WHY can't i ever do anything for me, and not have someone come along and make me feel bad for it?
I mean, WHAT is this bullshit?!
I am so tired, so tired i don't know what else to do. I'M SORRY, it is what it is, and there is nothing else that i am willing to do to change it, so that's it. IT.
WHAT else can i possibly say to make this any clearer?
either you want my friendship, or you don't, but i'm not influencing your choice in any way, either we're friends, or weren't not. the clearest thing is, this HAS TO STOP. like i said, this is up to you. I want friendship, but if you require more of me, I am sorry, this is something i can no longer give to you, and that is something that you will have to come to grips with, and that i cannot help. in the meantime, take care of yourself, okay?