Jul 19, 2005 13:38
...yeah. I'm now just over half done with this summer bio class, and it is kicking my ass, lol. I really don't like taking science in the summertime, it is so...boring. I just quit my job, that commute to Fredericksburg in traffic put 60 miles on my car everyday, and wore me out to the point that I was falling asleep while driving, and that is something that I have never had to deal with before. Besides that, I was getting home late and that left me practically no time to study and even less to sleep. Class starts at 8am, so I am feeling rough. My grades kinda suck, so I had to choose the class as my priority, and quit the job. I miss working with Jessica though *Love you, sis!!*
So now there is a month left until I have to back in Wise, and I am kinda looking forward to it. I miss so many people there, and it is senior year, so I hope to make the best of it. I have some scheduling issues, as usual, that I must take care of when I get back, but I am not all that worried. Hopefully, even though a lot of people graduated or transferred out, I can make the best of my friendships, and spend more time with people than I did last year...it was so hectic, but like I said, it is my last year, so hopefully will go well.
Right now, we are in the process of selling our house, and finding somewhere else to live, where exactly that is? I don't know. I, however, do not plan to reside with my mom after this summer, except for break. That kinda scares me, I mean, I will still be 20 a little after graduation, and trying to live on my own. I don't even know where I want to go to school yet, or have a job in mind.
I am, however, more happy than I have been in a long time. Brian has been here for me in more ways than I can ask. There is just this honesty, passion, and sincerity about him, and he gives me a constant smile and honestly, I am falling hard for him :) I hope these good feelings stay, even if it is only for a little while...
And finally, to follow my current trend, I will leave with another playlist:
Slow Jams mix
tyrese- lately
112- sweet love
dru hill- i love you
ll cool j- hey lover
brian mcknight- anytime
floetry- say yes
jodeci- forever my lady
silk- meeting in my bedroom
az yet- last night
mariah carey- my all
dru hill- 5 steps
aaliyah- one in a million
112- cupid
floetry- getting late
mint condition- breakin' my heart (pretty brown eyes)
brian mcknight- one last cry
until later <3