he's back..and now things are in order....

[kornkid_1]

well my dad is back now..so i won't do alot of stuff..which is good cuz i really did just run all over my mom..and i feel horrible...so i'm glad he's back...and he gave me a lap top...so i'm greatful....but "i won't know the value of something until i pay for it myself"...but i am greatful...i'm still getting my macbook!...hmmm i miss Jade...and i can't wait for her to get home! here in my arms...where she belongs and i can protect her with everything i have...I LOVE YOU JADE!!!....oh man...the weirdest thing happened to me today...my mom's friend came over..and she has a lil baby..like newborn well..maybe a few weeks..and it is the cutest little boy ever...but thats not it...i looked at him and he smiled at me..and i messed with his itty bitty feet..and he held onto my finger..cuz his hands are soo small..and that moment just took hold of me...i was soo happy and it felt soo good...idk why..but it was an overwhelming feeling...just that...hmm....just that.....

I LOVE YOU JADE! SOO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL...YOU ARE MY PRINCESS...YOU ARE MY ANGEL!