canada and what happens when i drink
I went to canada on friday, it was pretty fun. Had a shot of something that brad told me to drink it was like 15 bucks a shot but it fucked me up a lot just after one shot. while I was there i had someone on my mind that i wished was with me but she wasn't and probably wouldn't want to. oh well, thats just me being negative as usual. Im just so lonely that I drink sometimes and it just makes me feel even more depressed because i'll sit there, drink and think about her and it makes me feel even worse. I know i shouldn't but i do, and girls will always ask me to dance but i refuse. I don't dance, period. I can't dance for one thing and I feel like a complete idiot when im attempting to dance. I just can't do it.