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My last entry was long, deep, and thoughtful. Not to mention, most likely difficult to read for anyone else.
No matter.
Writing here helps me think about shit. I forgot how much it helps.
I miss my boys. Nick. Jon. Ty.
A lot.
Course, Tim and Ed are still here. They continue to remain two of my best and only true friends.
I've realized lately just how pathetic I am. I don't have a job. I don't have my license. My grades Are pretty much all D's.
And I still manage to act cocky.
No matter. I only do that because I'm at peace with myself. I know I'm a good guy. I will always be there for anyone and everyone. There's no doubt in my mind when it comes to that.
But I'm lazy. A huge flaw of mine. It shows in my appearance, my grades, and everything about me.
I need a change in my life. I've known that forever. I just need to stop talking about it, and do it.
Or I won't have a future.
No matter.
Writing here helps me think about shit. I forgot how much it helps.
I miss my boys. Nick. Jon. Ty.
A lot.
Course, Tim and Ed are still here. They continue to remain two of my best and only true friends.
I've realized lately just how pathetic I am. I don't have a job. I don't have my license. My grades Are pretty much all D's.
And I still manage to act cocky.
No matter. I only do that because I'm at peace with myself. I know I'm a good guy. I will always be there for anyone and everyone. There's no doubt in my mind when it comes to that.
But I'm lazy. A huge flaw of mine. It shows in my appearance, my grades, and everything about me.
I need a change in my life. I've known that forever. I just need to stop talking about it, and do it.
Or I won't have a future.