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Jim never wanted Christian. He never wanted me. He's a selfish conceited asshole, and he's only out for himself. He tells me today that he's going to move away for a year... like FAR away. He doesn't want his son in his life. He doesn't love him. How the fuck am I gonna explain to him that his daddy doesnt want to be tied down with a child. That his daddy doesn't love him. Fuck. Then Jim goes and tells me that he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore... he can't stand me. What the fuck did I ever do??? I am NOT a bad person, so why does this shit have to keep happening to me? Why do people have to fucking lie to me and treat me like shit?? I am sick of being in tears. I want out of here but I have nowhere to go. I need a hug. I just wanna fucking curl up and die.