Dec 16, 2004 05:04
It's 5 in the mornin and I've decided to write so i can look back in a couple months and see how things were so far lifes been the same, job's nice, still lovin the car, the usual....a few things have changed kens gonna have a baby and he's turned into a different person, he lost his job and all he wants to do is smoke and i'm not really down wit that i used to think he was a person i could relate to and that we were becoming bros but when he started workin in southfield at Tim hortins they turned him into a nigger.... yes a nigger he was a respectable person with dreams and passion and now he wants to smoke fuck strange women and loaf. Travis is movin out with tina.... :).... i believe dave called him the other day but who knows with him anymore i miss that fat kid to death.... nick cars has tint.. TINT TINTY TINT...they are thinking of throwing me into manager training, I go from them trying to fire my ass everyday to wanting to promote me thats some fucked up repugnate shit but i'm not gonna argue thats 60k a year if i get it, 21 isn't all that i thought it would be drinking isn't all that and lately i have just kinda craved "A BEER" after work....plus i have done the travis and built up an immunied to it so it takes a half gallon to get me drunk, the only reason i know this is because travis and myself finished a gallon of jack to get us screwed up (pretty sure we could have dun more) Almost got the car paided off to my dad he really doesn't care but i want it paided off for going back to school and i wanna move out, not to sure if i wanna do that solo or not always thought i would with the love of my life but in the past years i've kinda become a lonner who knows... ginnie had a baby.. miss i'm gonna make something of myself had a kid it's hard to believe out of everyone from school that she would i figured that maybe travis would get pregnut before her but ehh. Hung out with lisa not to long ago her and dave are having problems then me and her had a fallin out and now i have no idea what to do it started to get me thinking that i don't really care bout nothing no mo everyone pretty much got a BF or GF and dissapeared and lived their lives and i didn't bug them or bitch or nothing so why should i suddenly stop the way my life is and include people who didn't exist to me for yearsit's called karma and lately it seems to have been workin in my favor anyone who's fucked me over or mad me sad seems to be having a hard time with shit lately... not saying people feeling bad or things happening to them is good just saying it's called karma so think about shit before u hoe someone. Other than that i am christmas shopping with Boo Boo kitty fuck tomorrow should be fun and possibly pool wit travis and #2 probley won't update again till after christmas cause i don't think i will be doing nothing but working the next 2 weeks.......and who wrote in my last LJ entry unless u leave me a clue or a catchy pharse or something i probley have no idea who u are...