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I dont know why but for the past maybe two weeks I feel like I've been doing nothing but letting people down/upset/mad...or it could be me and that Im just upsetting myself. Whatever it is I just hope it goes away fast.
There are some things about myself I just cant help. Im sorry. I'll try to fix it. I'm always tired and I just cant seem to stay awake very late at all anymore. Maybe its work and it just kills me and having two jobs just throw me off. I just feel like I never get any sleep and that everyday is the same. I guess it seems like no matter what I do I'll never feel better.
I guess lately I've also been feeling too locked down...like I never go out or do anything like I usually do every summer. It was nice to hang out with friends that I havent been with for a while this past weekend tho :)
There are some things about myself I just cant help. Im sorry. I'll try to fix it. I'm always tired and I just cant seem to stay awake very late at all anymore. Maybe its work and it just kills me and having two jobs just throw me off. I just feel like I never get any sleep and that everyday is the same. I guess it seems like no matter what I do I'll never feel better.
I guess lately I've also been feeling too locked down...like I never go out or do anything like I usually do every summer. It was nice to hang out with friends that I havent been with for a while this past weekend tho :)