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i hate writing depressing emo entries talking about how much life sucks and blah blah blah. but this is what having a journal is for right? expressing your feelings whether happy or sad. its an easy way to tell people how youre feeling without having to actually speak to them in person or see someones reaction. well anyways...i thought i would update since i havent done it in awhile. ive been feeling kind of lonely lately and i just want this feeling to stop. i mean, i have great friends and a good life i guess...nothing i really need to bitch about. but having this hole in me just basically..umm.. whats the right word im looking for? oh, SUCKS. so yeah thats how i feel right now...oddly lonely.
another thing thats on my mind lately is how a people like to say "well im over this..i want nothing to do with guys anymore". not true. i know they can be a bitch and they screw up our lives, but lets face it where would we be with out them? i think eventually everyone finds the right person that they love and who loves them back. its probably the hardest thing to do and on the way to finding the right person you have to go through all the dick heads and assholes who want to stomp on your heart and tear you to pieces and fuck with you and then you will come to the one who youll be able to give your entire heart to and trust them completely knowing you never want to leave their side.
yeah that would be nice...
oh and that last sentence was probably the longest run on sentence i have ever written.
another thing thats on my mind lately is how a people like to say "well im over this..i want nothing to do with guys anymore". not true. i know they can be a bitch and they screw up our lives, but lets face it where would we be with out them? i think eventually everyone finds the right person that they love and who loves them back. its probably the hardest thing to do and on the way to finding the right person you have to go through all the dick heads and assholes who want to stomp on your heart and tear you to pieces and fuck with you and then you will come to the one who youll be able to give your entire heart to and trust them completely knowing you never want to leave their side.
yeah that would be nice...
oh and that last sentence was probably the longest run on sentence i have ever written.