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ok so my birthday is in a week and i want to do something. i dont want to have a party, just because of the fact my parents would be around and they tend to fuck things up. they always do. i just want to be away from them. i mean for my 16th fucking birthday i spent the night in my room crying because they were arguing about stupid shit and trying to bring me into. no sorry dont want to deal with them or have any part of it. but i aslo want to do something where everyone is included which would be hard. i dont know maybe i just wont. lol that was pointless. anyways i put my mural up today it looks like my room is on a beach. sweet. thats all for now im tired and i have to get back into the habit of going to bed early now that school is going to start and ive been going to bed at like 2 and waking up at like...2...lol. so im off, sweet dreams my loves.