AT last
I cant help but cry, you guys have shown me that I cant assume a god damn thing, Ive never ready something and just could not stop myself from crying, I love you all and I am sorry that i was not who I was, I have to confess to a few things, Carla, I sqwear that i didnt, weather you believe it or not, the feeling is still there. I have been ploting this event for 3 months, ive known how dannyel has felt about phil, she is not very good at lieing, and sam . . ive been trying to get tthings going with the army, i got distracted, im sorry, to everyone, i HAVE been a terrible freind, but I am doing something to improve who I am. I love all my friends, it means so much to me that you all have cared about me through everything. I have been aware of 99.9 % of what was going on, but I did miss that 1%, my friends, i got so mixed up with what i was doing, I set them aside and hurt them, im so sorry, I sould not have been full of so much hate and anger. But now I can see that all this time, you all were much more important then "the bitch" as matt so wonderfuly put. I love my family, i love my friends, I know now that you all have done so much for me and Iwas not watching, know this, I have a changed self . . im not afraid to use it :) My close friends know me for who I am, but a few do not, and for that i am sorry. But the next 3 weeks will be the best, i assure you.
To buckfield, I have neevr lied, I miss you all, and I am sorry if I seemed inconsiderate, but i was also upset, and what cheryl did with will, but i am the fault, i did not stop to think how upsetting it was for her, her friend and all. For THAT, i am sorry, but I did nothing else wrong, but wish I had, so i would not be so upset anbout not see you guys, but, anyways, best of luck to you all hjave have a wonderful 12th year. Good luck and drama compatition.
Now, there were a few people who made a comment who ido not know . .im sorry, I wish I did know, but thank you for caring about e the way that a real human being should, i am blessed to have people like you all to help me. Please, if anyone wishes to talk to me, I wont be useing the LJ very much, email me, GuardianOfHonor@hotmail.com
Ithink Iwill bring this to a close, so please, email me,Friedens I mean, and good luck to all, and please let me know if yall have the 26th open
To buckfield, I have neevr lied, I miss you all, and I am sorry if I seemed inconsiderate, but i was also upset, and what cheryl did with will, but i am the fault, i did not stop to think how upsetting it was for her, her friend and all. For THAT, i am sorry, but I did nothing else wrong, but wish I had, so i would not be so upset anbout not see you guys, but, anyways, best of luck to you all hjave have a wonderful 12th year. Good luck and drama compatition.
Now, there were a few people who made a comment who ido not know . .im sorry, I wish I did know, but thank you for caring about e the way that a real human being should, i am blessed to have people like you all to help me. Please, if anyone wishes to talk to me, I wont be useing the LJ very much, email me, GuardianOfHonor@hotmail.com
Ithink Iwill bring this to a close, so please, email me,Friedens I mean, and good luck to all, and please let me know if yall have the 26th open