too real
The whisper on my lips, the reason behind my smiles, do you ever wonder what it could be? For a time I thought I knew, now I know how foolish and naïve I have been.
How many chances before your turn is up? How many times can I be made the fool, before I can't take anymore.,lord knows I've tried so hard, lord knows how much I've suffered on your behalf. Putting myself aside for your sake so often, putting aside my own desires and wants and needs.
I don't know if I can deal with it again, I just wonder now If this will have some lasting effect on me, tainting future chances and relationships.
I hope you can find someone to love, who loves you back like I do. I hope you do things right with him, and that ater me you've learnt your lesson and matured a little more. I don't want to play games anymore, I want something that I can put my all into, and get the same in return, all the time. Tired of being the last to know, and never being told. I can only be made a fool so many times before even my love becomes insufficient to make it through another night.
Maybe this is karma coming back at me, for doing all the things I did when I was younger, I probably deserve this.
But If my brother is any example, then ill move on and become stronger, panacci's never go down, only up.
La dolce Vita, never been so sweet~
How many chances before your turn is up? How many times can I be made the fool, before I can't take anymore.,lord knows I've tried so hard, lord knows how much I've suffered on your behalf. Putting myself aside for your sake so often, putting aside my own desires and wants and needs.
I don't know if I can deal with it again, I just wonder now If this will have some lasting effect on me, tainting future chances and relationships.
I hope you can find someone to love, who loves you back like I do. I hope you do things right with him, and that ater me you've learnt your lesson and matured a little more. I don't want to play games anymore, I want something that I can put my all into, and get the same in return, all the time. Tired of being the last to know, and never being told. I can only be made a fool so many times before even my love becomes insufficient to make it through another night.
Maybe this is karma coming back at me, for doing all the things I did when I was younger, I probably deserve this.
But If my brother is any example, then ill move on and become stronger, panacci's never go down, only up.
La dolce Vita, never been so sweet~