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Have I sold my soul for this feeling, so long ago..
Feel as though I'm slipping back into these 'bad habits', but lately I've gotten to thinking, are they actually bad? I have no commitments to anyone, no obligations, and neither do thay. But even so I find myself torn between the pleasure and fun of being flirty and going on dates with different girls, while being interested in all 3 about an equal amount..yet the other part of me is saying that its wrong, that I should focus on one.
I'd like too, really I would, but right now I don't know which one would be the best, or which I would like to pursue the most...Anna and Marcella are both lots of fun, with Marcella its easy to joke around about whatever, and make silly comments, have plans to see her most likely next week. Anna I feel is a bit more mature, still tons of fun and easy to joke around with as well, she also seems pretty excited to see me again..asked me to go watch fireworks monday at lakeshore with her so..not bad, will see how that goes.. And Nicole too will be seeing soon, how can I refuse when she offers to show up at my place with food + soju??
And just to make it even more confusing, word through the grapevine is that Carmen is into me...not bad, not bad at all.
Guess its going to be a fun filled summer after all,
and Cuba at the end of August? Sounds pretty legit to me.
P.s grow up? Good luck in life If you act like that
Feel as though I'm slipping back into these 'bad habits', but lately I've gotten to thinking, are they actually bad? I have no commitments to anyone, no obligations, and neither do thay. But even so I find myself torn between the pleasure and fun of being flirty and going on dates with different girls, while being interested in all 3 about an equal amount..yet the other part of me is saying that its wrong, that I should focus on one.
I'd like too, really I would, but right now I don't know which one would be the best, or which I would like to pursue the most...Anna and Marcella are both lots of fun, with Marcella its easy to joke around about whatever, and make silly comments, have plans to see her most likely next week. Anna I feel is a bit more mature, still tons of fun and easy to joke around with as well, she also seems pretty excited to see me again..asked me to go watch fireworks monday at lakeshore with her so..not bad, will see how that goes.. And Nicole too will be seeing soon, how can I refuse when she offers to show up at my place with food + soju??
And just to make it even more confusing, word through the grapevine is that Carmen is into me...not bad, not bad at all.
Guess its going to be a fun filled summer after all,
and Cuba at the end of August? Sounds pretty legit to me.
P.s grow up? Good luck in life If you act like that