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I feel like I can never have a good day without having a bad day directly after, or a good morning is followed by a miserable night.
And not even explicably miserable...just...sad...
It's like I take one step forward, one step back; I feel like something's working against me. I don't know how I can get anywhere with this.
I don't even WANT to be happy because I anticipate the crash I have afterwards.
There's seriously something wrong with me.
And not even explicably miserable...just...sad...
It's like I take one step forward, one step back; I feel like something's working against me. I don't know how I can get anywhere with this.
I don't even WANT to be happy because I anticipate the crash I have afterwards.
There's seriously something wrong with me.