Goodbye

[kori_no_ojo]

Valentine's Day is fast approaching...

and I am really feeling LOVESICK..

gah.. I don't know..

I'm still stuck in the same place I was 1 year ago...

I seriously hate myself for being fixated in him..

he doesn't even care about me anymore...

Because of what happened, I had to change my heart to stone..

I have a LOT of crushes..

yet, I don't take them seriously, for I am afraid that I might fall again..and this time, even HARDER.

It hurts, you know.. really..

I feel like breaking down. but I also want to credit myself for not being able to..

I am stupid.. really stupid..

and this stupidity is taking the hell out of me..

I don't want to talk about it.. about HIM! I just want to write and write my thoughts. wishing that in this way...

this feeling will eventually fade away...