Everything can change
I feel like writing in here. I figure I will update... Florida has been good. After six months of being in my position I was hired as a rooms controller. Harry has since moved out he lives in california now. Carrie moved in with us and it has been going good. But its sad because mike is going back to buffalo to go to school. So me and carrie are still trying to find a third roommate and although we havent if we can cover july's rent it looks as though we have someone for august. If this is the case I will feel a lot better. I've been very stressed out this month.. just trying to catch up on bills make ends meet. Its been a real eye opener this move. Im almost at my first year here. Im only going to stay in florida one more year. Im going to move back to michigan and start my life with bill again. I only wanted to live down here a couple years and I was either going to move back or move on. I have realized in the last two months how much I really want to start a family and get married. And with the doors that opened down here I can see more clearly what I want to be a part of job wise when I go home. I have a different outlook on how I spend my free time. Id rather spend time alone at home or with a few close friends then parties like I used to. Katie is moving down here in august. My best friend moving to florida... I couldnt of asked for much better!! Im so excited we will get to spend a year together down here. And then even when I go back home she knows that I will come visit her! I'll never stop loving this state. I feel the growth changes in how my personality has changed. This next six months im trying to work my ass off and change up the pace at work. I love rooms control but I know its something I dont want to be in forever. I want to get into a supervisory role. And when I move back to michigan Im going to go back to school.... Me and bill broke up from december to april .. at the end of april I came home and the feelings had never left for me... in fact we still stayed in contact during the months that we were broken up. I cant ask for anything more then for him to be in my life. It makes me feel complete and im nothing without him. I promised him I'm coming home .. and I am.