Spring thaw
So glad the depression has lifted. It has lasted so long I began to feel it was my permanent state of being. Though Winter blues are a norm, this year it felt so paralyzing.
I'm annoyed that I am so sensitive to insignificant things, something small happens and I brood about it for days.
1) A coworker who probably just did not recognize me on the street acted dismissive and three days later I am still thinking about it. We only worked a couple of times together and it's very likely that in my street clothes they could not place me.
2) And this is just a possibility, I have no idea what actually happened. I think a former friend asked a current acquaintance not to tell me about their live. I recall this person asked me not to tell someone about them in the past so now since my acquaintance did not answer a question I think that's what happened. My issue with this is that if that's what happened, I am embarrassed before my acquaintance because I don't what them to know about the falling out, I was hoping it was gonna come off as just natural distancing not preceded by conflict.
I'm annoyed that I am so sensitive to insignificant things, something small happens and I brood about it for days.
1) A coworker who probably just did not recognize me on the street acted dismissive and three days later I am still thinking about it. We only worked a couple of times together and it's very likely that in my street clothes they could not place me.
2) And this is just a possibility, I have no idea what actually happened. I think a former friend asked a current acquaintance not to tell me about their live. I recall this person asked me not to tell someone about them in the past so now since my acquaintance did not answer a question I think that's what happened. My issue with this is that if that's what happened, I am embarrassed before my acquaintance because I don't what them to know about the falling out, I was hoping it was gonna come off as just natural distancing not preceded by conflict.