selfishness.
Ramadan started. In the beginning it's always difficult, but you get the hang of it.
I'm not sure what to think of life now. Just study, study, study. I feel so distant from my friends. Sometimes I wish it could all go back to normal. Teasing Cupcake mercilessly about Koofi Boy. Silly conversations with Toots that included the mafia, Frank, Penelope, and the great Elvis conspiracy. Past midnight phone calls with Mims. I miss Bubblez the most though. We used to be so close, talked about everything. Laughed at anything. Sang ever song we ever memorized. Sitting on the kitchen counters eating Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia while singing Christmas carols on the top of our lungs. Things just aren't how they used to be.
But I'd be selfish to wish things were normal.
Because this is how it's meant to be.
I'm finally trying to understand what it means to appreciate what you have, right now, at this very moment. Look up. You might see the sky. Or you might see the ceiling. Whatever you see, you see. That's what we have to be thankful for. I know I've said this before, but...
In reality...
Garantee is not a real word.
I'm not sure what to think of life now. Just study, study, study. I feel so distant from my friends. Sometimes I wish it could all go back to normal. Teasing Cupcake mercilessly about Koofi Boy. Silly conversations with Toots that included the mafia, Frank, Penelope, and the great Elvis conspiracy. Past midnight phone calls with Mims. I miss Bubblez the most though. We used to be so close, talked about everything. Laughed at anything. Sang ever song we ever memorized. Sitting on the kitchen counters eating Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia while singing Christmas carols on the top of our lungs. Things just aren't how they used to be.
But I'd be selfish to wish things were normal.
Because this is how it's meant to be.
I'm finally trying to understand what it means to appreciate what you have, right now, at this very moment. Look up. You might see the sky. Or you might see the ceiling. Whatever you see, you see. That's what we have to be thankful for. I know I've said this before, but...
In reality...
Garantee is not a real word.