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This is it. I want to leave sOoOoOoOo BAD!!! Its something that I have been NEEDING to do for a long time. I never travel, I never leave, I just work, go to school, and try to have as much fun as I can in this dull ass town! Things have been going on lately that have made me realize that’s its about that time, time for me to be done, to be gone. I want this so much, more then anything else right now, and its so hard to focus on anything else. This town is just to small and just full of drama and bullshit!
Needed to get that out. Really the only person who I have been hanging out with is *him* I am fine with that too, because we have a lot of fun together. I have hung out with him everyday this weekend, and its been really good. Plus with him there is no drama or bullshit! He is a very sweet guy and when we are together, I don’t even think about the other bullshit drama in my life. I just love his company. We just keep getting closer and closer everyday. I love it!
Friends are something that I don’t have a lot of. People may say they are my friend, but how do I know. I do have a best friend, Devon. I know she cares about me. Other people don’t realize that when it comes to being my friend, I will NOT fuck them over AT ALL. I feel like I am a genuine friend, but sometimes people really make me feel like shit. I don’t know, I am tryin to be focused on school and that’s it.
I love my brother, and I get to see him tomorrow! I talked to my sister, it was a really good talk. I miss my family, although they treat me like shit at times, I do miss them.