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Sometimes I really begin to wonder those little things that would change your life forever. Your own decisions in what you do or what you don't do. Or what you said if you didn't say it or whatever.
I guess that I feel a little down. Job hunting is hard to do and finding what I want to do is difficult. Etiher you're over or under qualitifed. Makes me tired and sad and just want to cry all day. Very depressing. Bleh.
I really can't seem to get myself outta this funk. I'd like to and I'd feel better and health wise be better. I just want some time off. I work almost every weekend at least Saturday or the whole weekend. It's wearing me out so badly I can bearly stand it.
I don't know how much longer I can really do this. I know I trust God but my goodness trying to get an answer and having a life outside of work is difficult enough. I kind of want an answer or someone to help me. I've applied and applied and gotten no where. I'm saving better I'm doing what I'm suppose to but why isn't anything going well enough? AH.