Fed up
I think I am fed up with stuid people. I can't stand that people don't get a clue.
When we were fighting about talking to each other after the break up, he was like "Well we could possibly get back together or we could be friends or something." I was thinking to myself, no way man. He wants to keep me around and I don't want to really stick around. He kept changing his mind every few days about where we'd be when we broke up or if we did. I'm confussed to as why he'd even think about it. Or suggest that we try to talk or something. He finally said that we'd be okay in being friendly if we ran into each other at church.
I'm about to hit pure exhaustion in just a few more days if I don't get more than eight hours of sleep. I tyr to sleep early. I will sleep early tonight. I did last night, I worried alot though.
I keep praying for everything to work out fine and for me to feel better. It's working of course however that comment just totally blew me away. Out of sight man. I don't know if it was just a distraction or whatever or if I should have said "well you know, it's all about finding that perfect love you can always count on from that one person you want to marry." I'll just leave it be and let him question it himself and if three months didn't explain enough of what kind of person I am, then that's too bad. What a work in the fact he didn't get that I wish for the best of life, not the worst.
When we were fighting about talking to each other after the break up, he was like "Well we could possibly get back together or we could be friends or something." I was thinking to myself, no way man. He wants to keep me around and I don't want to really stick around. He kept changing his mind every few days about where we'd be when we broke up or if we did. I'm confussed to as why he'd even think about it. Or suggest that we try to talk or something. He finally said that we'd be okay in being friendly if we ran into each other at church.
I'm about to hit pure exhaustion in just a few more days if I don't get more than eight hours of sleep. I tyr to sleep early. I will sleep early tonight. I did last night, I worried alot though.
I keep praying for everything to work out fine and for me to feel better. It's working of course however that comment just totally blew me away. Out of sight man. I don't know if it was just a distraction or whatever or if I should have said "well you know, it's all about finding that perfect love you can always count on from that one person you want to marry." I'll just leave it be and let him question it himself and if three months didn't explain enough of what kind of person I am, then that's too bad. What a work in the fact he didn't get that I wish for the best of life, not the worst.