Jay and i almost burned down the house
Breakups suck, end of story. I cried my eyes out Saturday night because we were together 3 months that day and honestly I was NOT happy. It was discouraging that he didn't change his attitude and copped one on me and just was tired and a jerk. I'm tire of being with someone who complains ALL the time.
He instant messaged me asking if I was okay. Later I told him that my well being was no longer his concern since we broke up. And if that was suppose to be implied then why wouldn't he let me take care of him when he was unhappy when we were together? So I told him to let me go on that and think about it how it was the same thing however he didn't see it until it was me.
So I gave up and cried for about three hours and then he instant messaged me and I told him no I wasn't doing well and to have a goodnight. He said "okay and goodnight". I called Jay up to see how he was doing just to talk to someone else who wasn't family related. He said he was sitting in his underwear in front of his computer. I laughed and was like "where are you then?" I thought he was still at his base but turns out he had been in town for a few days before and he wasn't doing much. So we arranged that I come over there and hang out with him and a few friends. I got re-dressed in what I was wearing before and put on new makeup and ran out the door. I should have grabbed a few things like a toothe brush and extra clothes or whatever and makeup but I didn't think I'd stay over night.
I got there in like 30 mintues because I took a wrong turn and called him up and asked which way was I suppose to go. I got there and he opened the door and gave me a big hug. We sat around talking and were going to his friend's house but decided against it since I'm a good girl and he didn't want me around them but wanted me to himself. *laughs* We sat on the couch and ate the pop corn and ended up snuggling on the couch because it was more convient to do so. It was nice to be held by someone who wasn't going to flip out on you and totally distroy the relationship by not having a positive attitude adjustment. Of course throw in a few kisses and I felt better... I was thinking "who the hell was that guy I was dating???" Finally we decided to hit the hay and sleep. We fell asleep talking to each other and listening to the classical station on the radio. We were woken up by his father's alarm clock, his dad wasn' there, and turned it off and turn off the radio and fell back asleep, it was 5:30 a.m.
Then we got up around 09:30 to think about breakfast. We went to the store and got some stuff for making breakfast burritos. We had fun. There was some wax in the bottom of one of the burners and thus we started a small fire. We both freaked out and ran around looking for a fire ex. We finally put it out and cleaned up the foam and junk and used a different burner. We finished up and ate breakfast. Then we tried to watch tv again and decided that we were both really tired and kinda fell asleep again upstairs.
Eventually I decided to go home and got a phone call from John stating that he'd have to drop off my clothes that he had in his car from before later. I was like fine do it. Then he got sick at the ball game and didn't stop by to give me my stuff. I'm annoyed because I know he's a bit vengefull and I think he said some stuff just to make me mad. Anyways I told him how it was going to work and that he'd bring it over to me, end of story so that's how it ended...
I enjoyed my time with Jay it was great and really nice. Something good to remember and kinda' balance out my bad weekend.