Hey. Yes, you! Help me come up with a punch line! Yes.
I went to my rent's place to pick up a few books that I needed. You know what else I found?
MY OLD DRAFTS!
(yes, yes, my Amnesia pile)SWEET JESUS, I thought those were gone. It's a miracle I even found them. =_____=
I don't know what I'm going to do with them. bonfire time? I'm kidding!
I was reading them over and was rushed with so many different feels man!
So many different feels!I was looking at my writing style and I noticed that I certainly have changed.
From the way I was then, to the way I am now.
I am a happier person now, not to say that I was not happy back then than I was then. I guess after a few years you really notice how much things have changed.
My life is very different from what it was then and to what it is now. Back then, if I had to face a fear, I would lower my head and look at the ground.
I had so many tiny fears back then.
Of judgment.
Of failure.
People.
Just to name a few.
Granted, I have new obstacles to face and more difficulties to challenge now, but the environment that I am in now is more suitable for support than detrimental to my health. I have a family that supports my decisions in life, and another family that guides me while allowing me to be independent.
I grew up and am still growing up; I still have some ways to go.
I don't really know what is out there in the future, but I do know that I can face it with an open mind and a semiopen heart.
I can take whatever will come at me.
Hold my head high.
Pick myself back up, even if I fall.
In a final note: I have a fic under
the surgical knife right now.
It might take me a while to actually
complete, but I shall get it done.
I just hope it turns out to satiate
the expectations of my readers.
If it does not, then I guess that
means that I am not cut
out to return as a writer.
So anyway, I hope all of you find your shining light.
Until then, insert new punch line here.
MY OLD DRAFTS!
(yes, yes, my Amnesia pile)SWEET JESUS, I thought those were gone. It's a miracle I even found them. =_____=
I don't know what I'm going to do with them. bonfire time? I'm kidding!
I was reading them over and was rushed with so many different feels man!
So many different feels!I was looking at my writing style and I noticed that I certainly have changed.
From the way I was then, to the way I am now.
I am a happier person now, not to say that I was not happy back then than I was then. I guess after a few years you really notice how much things have changed.
My life is very different from what it was then and to what it is now. Back then, if I had to face a fear, I would lower my head and look at the ground.
I had so many tiny fears back then.
Of judgment.
Of failure.
People.
Just to name a few.
Granted, I have new obstacles to face and more difficulties to challenge now, but the environment that I am in now is more suitable for support than detrimental to my health. I have a family that supports my decisions in life, and another family that guides me while allowing me to be independent.
I grew up and am still growing up; I still have some ways to go.
I don't really know what is out there in the future, but I do know that I can face it with an open mind and a semiopen heart.
I can take whatever will come at me.
Hold my head high.
Pick myself back up, even if I fall.
In a final note: I have a fic under
the surgical knife right now.
It might take me a while to actually
complete, but I shall get it done.
I just hope it turns out to satiate
the expectations of my readers.
If it does not, then I guess that
means that I am not cut
out to return as a writer.
So anyway, I hope all of you find your shining light.
Until then, insert new punch line here.