Dec 18, 2005 22:44
Maybe she'll understand me eventually. She's not the only one hurting. I'm hurt too. If only her parents' understood me. I'm not just out to have fun... I really want to prove to them I'm a great guy. I just feel like Mary doesn't stand up for me. On the second note, I feel that she doesn't consider about how I feel about the whole situation. It doens't just affect her. It affects my life too. I couldn't go to formal. I won't get to see her for Christmas. Worst of all, her mom wants us to break up.
If she can't see how that hurts me, then maybe our relationship needs a lot of work. I won't be just some guy that she comes to see to relieve stress and be happy for a few hours. What can I do? She says she needs space. Well I promised her I won't call her anymore until she calls me. But there's no guarantee I'll answer her now. I thought we had an understanding. I thought we could talk about our feelings. Maybe I'm being selfish for wanting things to work out with her parents. ... or maybe I'm not.