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Yeah, I feel like writing in this one more time because I can do that. I just took a shower I feel very clean and cleansed showers with short hair are something I'll never get tired of seriously. I need a haircut soon very soon it's already getting to long again.
So I talked to Jen, I think that's one of the things I like most about her if I have something serious I need to discuss with her she never blows up on me and makes the situation hard. We always tend to keep the conversation civil even if it gets to the point where one of us is upset. She just wants to be friends which is alright with me, I mean yeah I would like to be with her but I respect her a lot and if that is what she wants I ~Want~ to still be friends with her. Our friendship means more to me then most do.
I can honestly say the first week we spent together mean more to me then
anything has in a long time. Falling asleep with her and waking up to
her was an amazing feeling. Our talks and all our conversations were
things I won't forget.
I was in love with the fact I thought I might have a future with this
girl but knowing I still have her friendship is still something I think
I should be grateful for.
I suppose its time to look forward to the future but If things with her
and I were to change again, I wouldn't stop it at all. Who knows what
the future holds.
wow P.S-My grammar is horrrriblleee but I am to lazy to fix it haha.
So I talked to Jen, I think that's one of the things I like most about her if I have something serious I need to discuss with her she never blows up on me and makes the situation hard. We always tend to keep the conversation civil even if it gets to the point where one of us is upset. She just wants to be friends which is alright with me, I mean yeah I would like to be with her but I respect her a lot and if that is what she wants I ~Want~ to still be friends with her. Our friendship means more to me then most do.
I can honestly say the first week we spent together mean more to me then
anything has in a long time. Falling asleep with her and waking up to
her was an amazing feeling. Our talks and all our conversations were
things I won't forget.
I was in love with the fact I thought I might have a future with this
girl but knowing I still have her friendship is still something I think
I should be grateful for.
I suppose its time to look forward to the future but If things with her
and I were to change again, I wouldn't stop it at all. Who knows what
the future holds.
wow P.S-My grammar is horrrriblleee but I am to lazy to fix it haha.