such things belong in the past unknown

Apr 20, 2006 03:59

3:59 am. I've broken my record for this week. The earliest I've gone to sleep was around 2 am, the latest... 4:01 am, counting.

Just a moment ago I took my toothbrush downstairs and left it there without using it. Then I ate a mandarin. Earlier on I read TB through, which took me hours. Yet earlier I emptied the dishwasher, and before that I declared to my violin teacher that depending on the answer she gives me, I might hate her. Before that, there was school. School again in 3... 5 hours. 4:04 am.

I've been leafing, metaphorically, through old e-mails. I used to be such a sad person. I wonder how the people around me could stand me - moreover, how I could stand them.

My preferences in the written medium have changed so much since then, too. I can't recognize why I've liked most of these things.

4:07 am, signing off.

4:35 am - I didn't enjoy this one.

5:57 am - Oh, but this one I did. It got light outside an hour ago - I could sleep for a few hours, but probably won't. Hey, it's morning again.

6:46, a new day - Behold, the sun has risen. The light seeps through the amber curtains so very easily. It is beautiful.

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