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Happy holidays, everyone.
I think this is the first time I ever found Christmas stressful. Sure, it was warm and enjoyable in the end, but to get to this point has been arduous. Expenses (my god, the expenses), the timing, the long hours at work... but, I think it was worth it.
I got gifts for all the people I wanted. I've seen a few friends that I haven't in a while. And most of all, I've done a lot of long-overdue thinking. I'm hashing myself out, and getting myself straight. So, yeah...
If you want to talk, I'm here. Self-change number one:
I'm no longer taking anything for granted. Ever.
So I love you. If you think I'm talking to you, I probably am. If you don't think I'm talking to you, I just might be. And if you think I'm talking to someone else anyways, well... I love you too.
"I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning
A new day is coming, and I am finally free."
I think this is the first time I ever found Christmas stressful. Sure, it was warm and enjoyable in the end, but to get to this point has been arduous. Expenses (my god, the expenses), the timing, the long hours at work... but, I think it was worth it.
I got gifts for all the people I wanted. I've seen a few friends that I haven't in a while. And most of all, I've done a lot of long-overdue thinking. I'm hashing myself out, and getting myself straight. So, yeah...
If you want to talk, I'm here. Self-change number one:
I'm no longer taking anything for granted. Ever.
So I love you. If you think I'm talking to you, I probably am. If you don't think I'm talking to you, I just might be. And if you think I'm talking to someone else anyways, well... I love you too.
"I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning
A new day is coming, and I am finally free."