things fall apart.

[kooozie]

with a knot in my stomach i held my tounge
but this time, i don't regret it.
my heart is heavy with silence, with all the words i could not bring myself to say.
bridges collapse and sometimes cannot be rebuilt.
instead of freefalling into the emptiness i hesitated, took three steps backwards, and with the rubble created a wall.
follow your gut, said laura lee. and i did.