Sighs...
Wow, i dont go out for almost 4 weeks... cuz of school and work. it keep me soooo busy!!!!!! studying, sleeping, working, workout, school, relaxing.... oh my... no fun for me. but i believe i will do all well.... for my mission.
ok... i heard the gossip, and i really doesnt care... what is the point about the made up gossips? cuz ur just jealous? or mad? or tryin to ruin people's or my lives? thats so immature. think about urself.. u have the great friendship who r with you at most. or have an great relationship. get married? have kids? or new life? cause ur really lucky that u have everything. u need to realize what do u have that i dont have. thats not about my good looking or school or skills. thats really pointless. i keepin that everyone have different opinions. i always tellin my friends that they r soooo beautiful and amazing, cuz of their personality. i dont look after their lookings. i doesnt care about what did the "other" people thinks. do u just want to be popular or cool? thats not worth to it. unless i am not popular u know that. i just am lucky who i am friends with. i just am honest person.
If you r liar... that wont worth ur life better. never happen to be successful... just fucked ur life up. they just like me for who i am cuz i am honset. and i just am aggersive what do i want or like to do. Many friends in my past gave me the new experinces. i love to learn more about different ways. i just am not copycat or lying about my life. i did learn my lessons when i used to lie to my family and friends. it wont help me to get everything what i want. i just realized what i need or want or like. thats not funny to lying or fooling around... look after urself.
Just open ur own life to everyone and they would love you. Otherwise, depend on their personalities... I am not here for making more new friends for being popular? no, i just love to meeting new people and gettin more experinces. Like, thats my job to do, cuz my chef teachers told me that we have to social with everyone which they will come to my restaurant or telling everyone about my restaurant i am planning to open. it will gettin more customurs. thats my job to do.
I dont ingore you guys... i just am busy with school and work more. I know most of you guys understand too, cuz you do too. but i am sure other guys dont. just sitting at home and complaing how ur loser or weakness or alone? oh come on, u dont have to wait for someone who r busy all the time. thats time for go out for urself and gettin social with other ways. i hate to hear about those gossips about me in bad things... i just do nothing to you. cuz thats just me. I am easy and outgoings person, and get lots of personalities from my parents who gave an birth. My mom and dad r friendly to everyone in different ways. My mom r easygoing and sweet and friendly. my dad just have good looking, smart, wise, business, and more. they gave me the personalities, same as my siblings. and my good friends. Lots of changes in my life. I heard some of guys said i am too perfect. thats not true. Thats just me, and i just want or need or like to do. i just am picky and fussy for meeting the boys. i dont fuckin them as i am slut? I rarely go out with those boys this year. i just want to make the friends. I know the many guys always said, "oh yes, that deaf guy i did fuck." ha, who said that? who cares? i dont have sex since the first week of jan with joe. hmm... before that, hmm... sex with peter, my ex last oct. yah, i just making out with the many guys at twisted or somewhere, but sex? well... i just am picky. if the guy ask me to come over to his place and i said no, or make the excuses that i have to stay with my friends.
in fact, i am not looking or interesting to have an relationship... i dont have to rush... cuz i only am 20, almost 21. thats about me, not u guys. if u want the boyfriend/girlfriends. just go ahead. if u r sick of being single for all ur life? just do it. thats really simple... but be careful... its not about sex... its about communicate. thats what i want. if u want sex than communicate, then just do it.
i have no feeling for anyone rite now... yah, i do like joe, but i just let its going on. i dont rush with him to lead into the relationship. we just had good times. if i see him again somewhere, or if we want to hang out again, or hook up again. thats happening. i just let the fate happen, not waitin for him to come to me. i really doesnt care. i just want to being busy all the time than waiting. why should i waiting? it would waste my time.
i know u guys know already, but i just say to other guys.... who made the gossips about me. just grow up. u know that ur lucky too. everyone cant be same. everyone have different opinions. everyone have different tastes. everyone have various of styles. i just love to hang out with my own friends i like to go out. cuz we had lots of commons. if we dont have common.... why r u mad at me? then tell me the reasons.
ok... i heard the gossip, and i really doesnt care... what is the point about the made up gossips? cuz ur just jealous? or mad? or tryin to ruin people's or my lives? thats so immature. think about urself.. u have the great friendship who r with you at most. or have an great relationship. get married? have kids? or new life? cause ur really lucky that u have everything. u need to realize what do u have that i dont have. thats not about my good looking or school or skills. thats really pointless. i keepin that everyone have different opinions. i always tellin my friends that they r soooo beautiful and amazing, cuz of their personality. i dont look after their lookings. i doesnt care about what did the "other" people thinks. do u just want to be popular or cool? thats not worth to it. unless i am not popular u know that. i just am lucky who i am friends with. i just am honest person.
If you r liar... that wont worth ur life better. never happen to be successful... just fucked ur life up. they just like me for who i am cuz i am honset. and i just am aggersive what do i want or like to do. Many friends in my past gave me the new experinces. i love to learn more about different ways. i just am not copycat or lying about my life. i did learn my lessons when i used to lie to my family and friends. it wont help me to get everything what i want. i just realized what i need or want or like. thats not funny to lying or fooling around... look after urself.
Just open ur own life to everyone and they would love you. Otherwise, depend on their personalities... I am not here for making more new friends for being popular? no, i just love to meeting new people and gettin more experinces. Like, thats my job to do, cuz my chef teachers told me that we have to social with everyone which they will come to my restaurant or telling everyone about my restaurant i am planning to open. it will gettin more customurs. thats my job to do.
I dont ingore you guys... i just am busy with school and work more. I know most of you guys understand too, cuz you do too. but i am sure other guys dont. just sitting at home and complaing how ur loser or weakness or alone? oh come on, u dont have to wait for someone who r busy all the time. thats time for go out for urself and gettin social with other ways. i hate to hear about those gossips about me in bad things... i just do nothing to you. cuz thats just me. I am easy and outgoings person, and get lots of personalities from my parents who gave an birth. My mom and dad r friendly to everyone in different ways. My mom r easygoing and sweet and friendly. my dad just have good looking, smart, wise, business, and more. they gave me the personalities, same as my siblings. and my good friends. Lots of changes in my life. I heard some of guys said i am too perfect. thats not true. Thats just me, and i just want or need or like to do. i just am picky and fussy for meeting the boys. i dont fuckin them as i am slut? I rarely go out with those boys this year. i just want to make the friends. I know the many guys always said, "oh yes, that deaf guy i did fuck." ha, who said that? who cares? i dont have sex since the first week of jan with joe. hmm... before that, hmm... sex with peter, my ex last oct. yah, i just making out with the many guys at twisted or somewhere, but sex? well... i just am picky. if the guy ask me to come over to his place and i said no, or make the excuses that i have to stay with my friends.
in fact, i am not looking or interesting to have an relationship... i dont have to rush... cuz i only am 20, almost 21. thats about me, not u guys. if u want the boyfriend/girlfriends. just go ahead. if u r sick of being single for all ur life? just do it. thats really simple... but be careful... its not about sex... its about communicate. thats what i want. if u want sex than communicate, then just do it.
i have no feeling for anyone rite now... yah, i do like joe, but i just let its going on. i dont rush with him to lead into the relationship. we just had good times. if i see him again somewhere, or if we want to hang out again, or hook up again. thats happening. i just let the fate happen, not waitin for him to come to me. i really doesnt care. i just want to being busy all the time than waiting. why should i waiting? it would waste my time.
i know u guys know already, but i just say to other guys.... who made the gossips about me. just grow up. u know that ur lucky too. everyone cant be same. everyone have different opinions. everyone have different tastes. everyone have various of styles. i just love to hang out with my own friends i like to go out. cuz we had lots of commons. if we dont have common.... why r u mad at me? then tell me the reasons.