i will lay awake and lie for fun and fake the way i hold you let you fall for every empty word i say
soooooooo.....i got a phone number tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yah im kinda excited. the girlie is really cute AND wears glasses. ohhh man! i NEVER talk to girls at the bar, but she was sitting at our table and was a friend of a friend......ya know i wont bore you with details but all that matters is that i got a phone number. sure, i'll call in two days, and sure it wont work out or she wont be interested or not answer her phone, but all that matters is that i got her phone number!!!!!! and i wanna have babies with her!! well, i wont tell her that right away but daaaaaaaaaaamm!!! she's sooo very cute! grantid she's a bit taller than me, but she smells really nice! fuuuuck, i wanna send her a note like in middle school that says do you like me? check yes, no, maybe?
it's strange though because she's not married, prego, OR have a boyfriend. although she is going through a divorce. yep, ill take that!
this is prolly the most retarded lj i've ever posted but i'm drunk and PBR in the bottle was only a buck fiddy so whaaaaTevah! we were even talking about how she remember in the NIN closer video how trent was just floating in mid-air while playing the keyboards and that no one else knew that. is it too early to say im in love??? yah i think so too, but still.
so back to reality- my improv trope, Vegan Meat Locker, is playing at the inferno on thursday. i think we're gonna rock it out. im such a douche, im still hung up over this girlie!!!!! her names beth and she closes loans for rock finacial....that's the andy jacobs comercial right?
knowing that this will not work out, i just wish i could savor this feeling. fuck.
i just wanted to say fuck.
maggie who?
it's strange though because she's not married, prego, OR have a boyfriend. although she is going through a divorce. yep, ill take that!
this is prolly the most retarded lj i've ever posted but i'm drunk and PBR in the bottle was only a buck fiddy so whaaaaTevah! we were even talking about how she remember in the NIN closer video how trent was just floating in mid-air while playing the keyboards and that no one else knew that. is it too early to say im in love??? yah i think so too, but still.
so back to reality- my improv trope, Vegan Meat Locker, is playing at the inferno on thursday. i think we're gonna rock it out. im such a douche, im still hung up over this girlie!!!!! her names beth and she closes loans for rock finacial....that's the andy jacobs comercial right?
knowing that this will not work out, i just wish i could savor this feeling. fuck.
i just wanted to say fuck.
maggie who?