Fall Break
So lets sum up what my life is now. I have 13 credit hours of class, work, president of RHA and SGA (large groups and time consuming groups on campus), Track (working out), social life, creepy guys who wont leave me be, a floor I love and adore, lots of friends, and Dead awaken. I lead a boring repetative life it seems. Oh well.
Anyway I am going to a Ren Feast on Saturday with some of the most amazing people I know. I am super excited. My roomie of DOOM is allowing me to wear one of her Ren dresses so I am even more stoked about going. I went to gallows con in September which was loads of fun.
I am confused about many things at the moment and I am unsure of what I want to happen in life and all that jazz. Hmmmm... maybe the few days I have by myself will give me some well desearve reflection time.
Mehh... Is it ok to never know what you are doing or where you are going? Is it ok to be confused and lost most of your waken moments? Bla bla bla and so forth. Am I worth anything? What is the importance of me? I honestly can answer I DONT KNOW. I am not smart or pretty I am not tall and strong or even funny. I am not an awe inspireing person or even relyable. I guess I just haven't found my nitch yet.
Words carry volumes I have come to realize. This isn't the first time I knew this but rather one along the road of many things. I use to think that anything people say is just hot air. But in truth this hot air can errupt like a volcano and destroy all in its wake. Now thing about that next time to say anything. Sometimes though these words help and sometimes it doesn't. i suppose the trick is knowing when and what to say to achieve the desired effect.
Anyway I am off to clean clothes(wait I lie I don't have quarters or laundry soap), wash dishes, clean the room, and other misc stuff I hav neglected for far too long.
-Amanda
Anyway I am going to a Ren Feast on Saturday with some of the most amazing people I know. I am super excited. My roomie of DOOM is allowing me to wear one of her Ren dresses so I am even more stoked about going. I went to gallows con in September which was loads of fun.
I am confused about many things at the moment and I am unsure of what I want to happen in life and all that jazz. Hmmmm... maybe the few days I have by myself will give me some well desearve reflection time.
Mehh... Is it ok to never know what you are doing or where you are going? Is it ok to be confused and lost most of your waken moments? Bla bla bla and so forth. Am I worth anything? What is the importance of me? I honestly can answer I DONT KNOW. I am not smart or pretty I am not tall and strong or even funny. I am not an awe inspireing person or even relyable. I guess I just haven't found my nitch yet.
Words carry volumes I have come to realize. This isn't the first time I knew this but rather one along the road of many things. I use to think that anything people say is just hot air. But in truth this hot air can errupt like a volcano and destroy all in its wake. Now thing about that next time to say anything. Sometimes though these words help and sometimes it doesn't. i suppose the trick is knowing when and what to say to achieve the desired effect.
Anyway I am off to clean clothes(wait I lie I don't have quarters or laundry soap), wash dishes, clean the room, and other misc stuff I hav neglected for far too long.
-Amanda