hmmmm... just a thought.
so, it's official. i'll be going back to az december 14th. mixed feelings. sometimes i'm really excited, and sometimes i'm dreading it, depending on the day or hour. i don't want to be stuck again, and i'm worried i wont fit in anymore. oh well. ticket's paid for, so that's that. i'll miss my life here. relaxed, carefree and full of cooking anything i want, which is what i look forward to besides meeting people. it's like a big adventure anytime i go out. i have nightmares that i want to come back to washington, but i can't, like i left too sooon. but i'm really happy to see people back home. it just seems life is pretty circular, but i suppose that's how it is if you spend enough time anywhere for long enough. just hope i don't feel stuck or have to play mom again. i'm proud of myself for all of the friends i've made here, even if they are just connections for the future. we'll see. i hope it's awesome. <3 i'm sure it will be.