WHATS UP[
ok so like i just finished reading my last entry...all it is ...gilbert,gilbert,gilbert!!!!!!!
I hate my self!!!But i do bring upon myself dont i??
well he and I last hooked up on the 21st Im not so sad any more but it stings cuz I think he was just using me for when ever he wanted to be w/me. oh fuckin well uh grow up and move the fuck on!!Im way to mature,smart,beautiful for his ass anyway,it truely is his loss(wow what a bost of self esteme).I miss him,the old him. hes changed some what for the better yet it seems for the worse.
so like school started and it was a awesome day B made cupcakes for me which she really didnt have too but i thank her very much still.
So for like a whole week I havent gone to Manuels house..well he dosent live the but still id go to see kevin,devin,an dgilbert. but I havent as much.
Oh I think i failed to metion that I kinda have a new boyfriend.
his name is jose.hes a jr.@Mayfield,he's in rotc, and hes a navy seal...well kinda. hes sooooo awesome.I hope that this last. before we even hooked up we laied down the line for the relationship it was like we were dateing but we werent.
WELL I GOTTA BOUNCE
LATER
KOLLDCL_17
I hate my self!!!But i do bring upon myself dont i??
well he and I last hooked up on the 21st Im not so sad any more but it stings cuz I think he was just using me for when ever he wanted to be w/me. oh fuckin well uh grow up and move the fuck on!!Im way to mature,smart,beautiful for his ass anyway,it truely is his loss(wow what a bost of self esteme).I miss him,the old him. hes changed some what for the better yet it seems for the worse.
so like school started and it was a awesome day B made cupcakes for me which she really didnt have too but i thank her very much still.
So for like a whole week I havent gone to Manuels house..well he dosent live the but still id go to see kevin,devin,an dgilbert. but I havent as much.
Oh I think i failed to metion that I kinda have a new boyfriend.
his name is jose.hes a jr.@Mayfield,he's in rotc, and hes a navy seal...well kinda. hes sooooo awesome.I hope that this last. before we even hooked up we laied down the line for the relationship it was like we were dateing but we werent.
WELL I GOTTA BOUNCE
LATER
KOLLDCL_17